But I hardly have the time....
I have wondered about you, for so long now.
To hear your voice, well...is frightening.....
I thought that we had settled this and had said our goodbyes...
But it seems that you keep interrupting my life....
I don't know why, or how you can't let go.
You've hurt me and I just can't carry on, in this fashion.
I promised to get rid of all the dead weight in my life.
You call, as though I shall return the call, with so much despair and hurt in your voice.
But I can't help but not listen to it.
For it is murderous in my ears.
I hope you learn to let go.
Your past indiscretions have deceived me greatly....
But worse, you've disappointed me.
So, here goes....
Goodbye, Mom.
my father has been calling me every few weeks. he calls my mom and tries to contact her friends. he used to let it go years between calls. i don't want to repair the relationship he damaged year after year and i know exactly how you feel in what you wrote here.
ReplyDeleteI don't really know what to say because I haven't had to deal with anything like this but I hope everything turns out ok.
ReplyDeleteDamn you, I clicked the link and on the other page and was gonna use this template! I'll just have to find a better one! Or I'll make my own somehow!
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