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When I first knew of you, this was the song I would sing to you. It's the last thing I would sing every night, and the first thing you heard when you were in my embrace.

This is the song I hear in my head whenever we have good moments. I sing it for you. It is the song that describes my love for you. Simple and stronger than any other emotion, my heart has ever known. This is for you. The light of my eyes, my every smile, my every laugh, my every tear.

Sade: By Your Side

You think I'd leave your side baby?
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave down when your down on your knees?
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong
I-----ohhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me

oh, when your cold I'll be there to hold you tight to me
When your on the outside baby and you can't get in
I will show you, your so much better than you know
When your lost, when your alone and you can't get back again
I will find you darling I'll bring you home

If you want to cry
I am here to dry your eyes
and in no time you'll be fine

You think I'd leave your side baby
You know me better than that
You think I'd leave you down when your down on your knees
I wouldn't do that

I'll do you right when your wrong
I-----I, ohhhh, ohhh

If only you could see into me
Oh when your cold
I'll be there
To hold you tight to me
Oh when your alone
I'll be there by your side baby
[repeat 1x]

I'm sorry I failed you and I continue to fail you. And have not wiped every tear. The guilt is still breeding inside of me. I'm sorry I'm quick to anger. And that I judge as she has done. I had made one decision that has impacted your life greatly, yet, I never consulted you. I am sorry for my misdeeds, for my lack of better judgement, for kissing you with my eyes closed so tightly from this world. I hope that one day, you will know that I loved you more than anything I have ever known.

I just wish that you are happy with me. I chose this for us. For you to be forever entangled in my heart, to pull me so close to you that it hurts. I want our hearts to be indebted to each other with the love and devotion that only we can share with one another.

I love you. Unconditionally.

I am your angel, your protector, your mother.