I've been meaning to do this.....
But I hardly have the time....
I have wondered about you, for so long now.
To hear your voice, well...is frightening.....
I thought that we had settled this and had said our goodbyes...
But it seems that you keep interrupting my life....
I don't know why, or how you can't let go.
You've hurt me and I just can't carry on, in this fashion.
I promised to get rid of all the dead weight in my life.
You call, as though I shall return the call, with so much despair and hurt in your voice.
But I can't help but not listen to it.
For it is murderous in my ears.
I hope you learn to let go.
Your past indiscretions have deceived me greatly....
But worse, you've disappointed me.
So, here goes....
Goodbye, Mom.
I have wondered about you, for so long now.
To hear your voice, well...is frightening.....
I thought that we had settled this and had said our goodbyes...
But it seems that you keep interrupting my life....
I don't know why, or how you can't let go.
You've hurt me and I just can't carry on, in this fashion.
I promised to get rid of all the dead weight in my life.
You call, as though I shall return the call, with so much despair and hurt in your voice.
But I can't help but not listen to it.
For it is murderous in my ears.
I hope you learn to let go.
Your past indiscretions have deceived me greatly....
But worse, you've disappointed me.
So, here goes....
Goodbye, Mom.
3 Comments:
my father has been calling me every few weeks. he calls my mom and tries to contact her friends. he used to let it go years between calls. i don't want to repair the relationship he damaged year after year and i know exactly how you feel in what you wrote here.
I don't really know what to say because I haven't had to deal with anything like this but I hope everything turns out ok.
Damn you, I clicked the link and on the other page and was gonna use this template! I'll just have to find a better one! Or I'll make my own somehow!
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