Life's a sorry schoolroom sometimes....
Dear Life,
Hey, it's me again. You know the one who always curses you and badmouths you when you get too dificult. The one who never thanks you when you grant me what I desire. Yeah, that's me. I know we have been through a lot in the past couple of years, and I have tried to take it all in stride. But I feel like I were drowning in my own sorrows, and I don't know how to deal with it. I know yesterday I cursed you for making everything so frustrating, and I want to apologize. Please understand that those harsh words were said out of anger. They weren't meant to hurt you, so before you dump a lot of unwanted bumps and curves in my life, I want to say I am sorry. I shall try to be a better person, just give me another chance. I am still sort of new at all this, and I know I have chosen my own path. I'm not going to make excuses for any mistakes I have made, that is the power of free will working it's mojo. I have wanted, when you would not give. I have wished, when you would not grant. I have struggled, cried, and hurt all the way to where I am now. And I only hope that next time I get a fair warning, before you start twisting my life back into disorder. I know that may be too much to ask for, seeing as to which I have always been a spoiled brat, and I may not deserve it, but I have always been an apt pupil, and I shall learn well enough soon. I am frustrated and tired. Worn down to the bone. My flesh does not protect me any longer. The tears have erroded my skin away, and that is all of my own doing. But you have tested me, and I have not yet been given my results. So have I passed? For I could not bear another failure. This beaten heart shall truly give out. I have experienced pain and loss. But I have learned to appreciate joy and happiness. So maybe that is the lesson you have taught me. Hopefully, I shall be a better person, mother, friend, sister, everything that I am to everyone. Just give me another chance. I promise to try to be better this time around. I wont curse you anymore.....okay, I mean more than once a day....is that okay? I'll try my best, that is all I can offer, at this point. Give me the strenght and faith to continue on this journey you call life.
-Yours eternally-
Nancy
P.S.: Take care of all my loved ones, don't be as harsh with them as you have with me. Thanks once again!
Hey, it's me again. You know the one who always curses you and badmouths you when you get too dificult. The one who never thanks you when you grant me what I desire. Yeah, that's me. I know we have been through a lot in the past couple of years, and I have tried to take it all in stride. But I feel like I were drowning in my own sorrows, and I don't know how to deal with it. I know yesterday I cursed you for making everything so frustrating, and I want to apologize. Please understand that those harsh words were said out of anger. They weren't meant to hurt you, so before you dump a lot of unwanted bumps and curves in my life, I want to say I am sorry. I shall try to be a better person, just give me another chance. I am still sort of new at all this, and I know I have chosen my own path. I'm not going to make excuses for any mistakes I have made, that is the power of free will working it's mojo. I have wanted, when you would not give. I have wished, when you would not grant. I have struggled, cried, and hurt all the way to where I am now. And I only hope that next time I get a fair warning, before you start twisting my life back into disorder. I know that may be too much to ask for, seeing as to which I have always been a spoiled brat, and I may not deserve it, but I have always been an apt pupil, and I shall learn well enough soon. I am frustrated and tired. Worn down to the bone. My flesh does not protect me any longer. The tears have erroded my skin away, and that is all of my own doing. But you have tested me, and I have not yet been given my results. So have I passed? For I could not bear another failure. This beaten heart shall truly give out. I have experienced pain and loss. But I have learned to appreciate joy and happiness. So maybe that is the lesson you have taught me. Hopefully, I shall be a better person, mother, friend, sister, everything that I am to everyone. Just give me another chance. I promise to try to be better this time around. I wont curse you anymore.....okay, I mean more than once a day....is that okay? I'll try my best, that is all I can offer, at this point. Give me the strenght and faith to continue on this journey you call life.
-Yours eternally-
Nancy
P.S.: Take care of all my loved ones, don't be as harsh with them as you have with me. Thanks once again!
posted by The Devil at
8:09 AM
2 Comments:
Life is good :)
Have a good holiday!
May you be blessed with more happy days than sad in your future years. Sometimes I think the reason we have to deal with difficult times is so we have a better understanding of how to help others through the same things.
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